leh-sam:

Name: Samantha Thi Kim Nguyen
Birth Date:  July 16
Current Location: Sacramento, CA
Hair Color: Black
Righty/Lefty: Righty

Ethnicity: Vietnamese

LAYER 2: ON THE INSIDE.

Your fear: Spiders, rejection.
Your dream of the perfect date: Probably go to McDonalds or something.. Haha, nah. I don’t have one.

LAYER 3: YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW.

Your thoughts first waking up: “Aw, fuck. It’s probably 3PM..”
Your best physical feature: My ‘sort of’ dimples
Your bed time: Anytimezzzz
Your most missed memory: The good times in San Jose

LAYER 4: YOUR PICK. 

Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi.. but it doesn’t matter.
McDonald’s or Burger King: McD’s.. MCGANGBANG.
Single or Group Dates: Single. Fuck group dates.
Adidas or Nike: Nike.
Chocolate or Vanilla: Vanilla.
Cappuccino or Coffee: Cappuccino.

LAYER 5: DO YOU.

Smoke: Never.
Cuss: Yes.
Take showers: Of course -_-
Have a crush: Nah.
Like school: Fuck that shit.
Believe in yourself: Sometimes..
Believe what goes around comes around: Yep.
Believe everything happens for a reason: Yes.

LAYER 6: IN THE PAST MONTH. 

Gone to the mall: Yes.
Been on stage: Nope.
Eaten sushi: Nope.
Been hurt: Nope.
Dyed your hair: Nope.

LAYER 7: HAVE YOU EVER. 

Played a stripping game: Nope.
Kissed the same sex: Yes.
Gotten beaten up: Nope.
Changed who you were to fit in: Yep.

LAYER 8: GETTING OLD. 

Age you’re hoping to be married by: late 20s..
Number of kids you’re planning on having: THREE!

LAYER 9: IN A GIRL/GUY.

Best eye color: Idc.
short or long hair: Keepin it at a minimum
Fat or fit: In between!
Looks or personality: Both.. haha.
Fun or serious: Fun, yet can be serious.

LAYER 10: WHAT WERE YOU DOING.

1 MINUTE AGO: This survey thing.
1 HOUR AGO: On the phone.
1 WEEK AGO: Watching TV.
1 YEAR AGO: Probably playing Maplestory.

LAYER 11: FINISH THE SENTENCE. 

I FEEL: neutral.
I HATE: stupid annoying people.
I HIDE: my feelings.
I NEED: shit.
I LOVE: power rangers.

Hi. You’re not Katherine Mae, :)

So please get your own face.

kthnx~

:D

I know how you feel. Empty, betrayed, and no happiness whatsoever. You don’t want to laugh, because you know it’s not going to help, but you don’t want to cry, because it will just make you feel worse. You feel like your heart is falling apart, but not only that, but you know soon your life is going to feel like it’s falling apart too. You don’t think it will ever end, and no matter what this person has done to you, it feels impossible to stop loving them. And everyone wonders why if they have hurt you so much, then why do you still love them. That’s the confusing part, you don’t know why, you just do, and the people who hurt you the most, and normally the ones you love the most. And then, after a few weeks, you finally feel a sense of relief, like you’re getting happy again, but you know inside that you’re just going into denial. And after a few more weeks, you’re back to where you were an empty soul and teary eyes. You thought you got over them, but really, you just stopped showing it. And you can’t help but to show it again. It leaves deep scars on your heart that are there forever. And no one understands how you feel, and how deep you are hurt, no matter who they are, because it hasn’t happened to them And even if it has, every broken heart is different. They don’t know the true pain you feel and carry each and everyday now, so you learn that basically you are alone with all this. And the feeling starts to overwhelm you, and suddenly you just break down, right there, because you know you’ve had enough, the tears just instantly start flowing, and you’re to the point where you don’t care who sees. Because you’ve spent so many nights lying awake in bed, and so many days being haunted by the scars and fear of rejection. And in the midst of all these tears, you know that its not helping any, and it’s not going to bring them back, if you ever even had them in the first place. After about a million tears have been cried, you finally pull yourself back together and keep going. Your throat starts to clench and your eyes burn with the tears you are trying to hold back. Everyone says, “It will be okay…” But you know it won’t. And that’s the truth, it won’t. And you look back on all of the hurt you had from this, and you realize that people are horrible. You’re still hurt, but you’ve learned to hide it so that everyone thinks you are okay. So now every time you see this person, you know you still love them, and you feel a slight tingle in your heart yearning for them to love you, screaming out, but for some reason they don’t hear it. And then you sit back and wonder how one person could have caused all of this…

itskatherinemae:

twnxm:

fuckyeahhlove:

i miss the broken promises
and angry words
and all the little things
that made us cry.

i miss the tears that made us who we are
and the laughter that 
used to fix everything in the end. 

i miss the sound of our hearts beating
together when you held me
and i miss the feeling of completion
when your fingers were locked with mine. 

i miss the late-night conversations
about dreams for the future,
OUR dreams, together. 

have you forgotten,
darling,
all the things we’ve shared?

our craziest fantasies,
that shy little word (forever?)
and the possibility
that we’d never need
to let go.

i miss the secret little kisses
and the teasing little fingers
that would skate across skin. 

i miss the i love yous
and the i miss yous
that were mutual
and honest.

i miss the emails from 
across the room
and the text messages
that woud light up my screen.

i miss the smiles
and the happiness
and everything else
that made the world
seem so much easier to bear.


a relationship takes two people,
to start and end,
but you never got my permission
and that’s my license
to never let go.

by anonymous

itskatherinemae:

tinahfish:

isn’t clingy because she cares . Isn’t psycho because she wants to know who your with . Isn’t doubtful because she fears losing you . Isn’t insecure because she thinks another girl isn’t pretty. She isn’t boring because you don’t see her dolled up anymore , she just feels comfortable . Don’t blame her if she doesn’t call you all the time , she doesn’t want you to think she’s crazy . She just wants you to have some space . When you ask your girlfriend if you can do something and she says yes , it doesn’t always mean sure , go ahead . Yes she trusts you , she just doesn’t always trust the people around you . She’s not territorial . She’s not controlling . She just likes you , wants you to stay , and is just being the normal , caring , loving , will-do-anything type of girlfriend she is . So don’t break promises , even though we know you will . So don’t ignore her , even though we know sometimes you do . Don’t take advantage of her kindness , even though you already have . & Don’t hurt her . Us girls don’t ask for much , just a moment of your time , a hand to hold , shoulder to cry on, & ears that will actually listen . We don’t expect you to be perfect because we already think your perfect for us . Your imperfections just make us love you more and more . So don’t hurt her , because she dropped her guard for you .